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You know, I've learned a lot over the past month. A) Some people will never change. B) God gives us trials for a reason: so we can grow and learn from them. C) Friends are placed in our lives at critical times. God knows what He's doing.

Yesterday I went to Preference. It was THEE best night of my life. Guys, I've been so blind. I've been moping around all depressed about this one little thing. One small thing. And its been the hardest thing I've ever had to go through. Last night I had a revelation: if I hadn't gone through that trial, I wouldn't have seen what was right in front of me.

It hit me when we were dancing to "Amazed" by Lonestar. It felt so good to finally be able to see again. For so long my eyes have been blurred by the tears. For so long I've been regretting everything that happened. For so long I've had a one-way perspective. For so long I've been running around frantically trying to find someone that will listen. And I think I found it. At least for now. But, I don't regret anything now. Because it got me here.

"And I wouldn't change a thing.
I'd walk right back through the rain.
Back to every broken heart
On the day that it was breaking.
And I'd relive all the years.
And be thankful for the tears.
I've cried with every stumble that lead to you
And got me here."


Preference=Success of Epic Proportions

First we were running super late because of a swim meet so we rushed to get ready and left to pick up our dates. I walked up his steps and through his front door and only thing he said was "whoa...". Butterflies. We did pictures with his parents, and then we went to my friends's house for pictures and dinner. Then, the dance. As we walk into the gym, I can feel the energy. I kicked off my heels and danced like there was no tomorrow. It was so much fun!!

Guys I live for the little moments. Those little moments when he sings along with the radio and hits a wrong note but doesn't care because he knows that I don't care.Those little moments when we both think of the same inside joke at the same time. Those little moments when I realize how lucky I am to have a friend like that.

I wouldn't change a thing because it got me here. Right here.